Anger

The most contradictory thing which can change our lives both like hell and heaven is the anger.The outcomes of anger depends on how we use it.If we choose it at the right time it leads us to the satisfaction and if we use it at the wrong time it leads us to depression.We all must have some anger in us.Here i would to like to emphasise on the word [some] which refers to limited.

I used to have a lot of anger and frankly speaking i was a victim of the dark side of the anger.I don't know how many people i have hurted in my life,few of the people who witnessed my anger at that point of time are my closest friends,reason being that they stood by me even at my cruelest stage and frankly speaking today when i am sharing my views on anger i am one of the most guilty people on this earth because i have lost a few gems of my life.I know i cant have them now because its too late now ,reason being because they are with the people who value them although me knowing their value very late but still if they are reading this i want to apologise you whole heartedly.Always stay happy and healthy.After knowing the value of the lost loved ones ,still there are times when there fills a lot of anger in me but now i know how to control rather than to outburst.Only because i don't want to loose the precious gems i have now.

All i want to share is that if you really want to show your anger,use it at the time when a poor man is being bullied by a rich man,outburst your anger when many people are bullied under the practise of caste system,use it when a girl is a victim of rape only because she wears shorts and only because it is inappropriate for a girl to be out of her home at the night,outburst your anger when you see a child drops his parents outside the old age home.Where are we at that time?Where is the manhood at that point of time?Instead of wearing bangles and clapping at the time when the world really needs the outburst of your anger stand up and show to the world what anger can do.Don't be a dog who pretends to be a lion of the particular area and display his act of anger at that area only by barking at his own people instead be a lion and roar at the time when the world needs to be awakened by your roar.Use your anger with caution because it can make you rise and at the same time can be the main reason of your downfall.

My Inspiration

Inspiration,inspire and inspiring,the three common words we listen all our life.We are inspired by a lot of things,a single human being or a group of living creatures.Some are inspired by the actors,some by entrepreneurs,some by politicians and a few by animals and a rare by their parents.

Well i count myself in the rares. My  only source of inspiration is my father.I consider him as my role model,my favourite actor,my favourite entrepreneur,my favourite politician.There  are numerous reasons i consider him as my role model in-spite being the fact that he is my father.

First of all my relation with my father is the typical father-son relation.We talk only about my studies and very rarely talk like friends.I really don't know the reason behind this but we are comfortable living this way and when he talks politely to me i am really worried that he might not be well because i cant take his polite side as i find tons of love hidden in his scoldings and frankly speaking i really like this.

One of the most cute things especially in father-son relationship in India is that whatever we want,may it be money or permission to go somewhere we make our mother the mediator between the son and father.I usually smile (I go to my very politely and in return she smiles and asks what do you want me to ask from your father)thinking about all this.But in spite of all this i love my father more than i respect him.I know i wont be able to tell him this but i am sure he knows this.The most lovely and contradictory relationship is  of the father-son.

One of the various reasons my father is my inspiration is  because he is a fighter.I have seen him fighting the worst situations in his life in my whole life with a smile and a positivity.He is a happy go lucky man and does not live his life just for the sake of living.One of the best thing about him is that at this age with two big and old children,he has the utmost respect for his mother.I have never seen him talking rudely to his mother even if she is wrong.He is a rebel who is never feared of a wrong thing.If he had been living alone he must have lived like a rebel.The reason i am saying this is because if he fears he only fears for us.And the most important thing is that he loves and respects my mother and have been doing this all his life.Nobody is perfect and i don't need to be perfect,i will try to become like my father with some modifications 😄😉 

Please don't kill me !!

We are living in the world of equality,this statement is a perfect example of a pun which i will clarify later.

Usually in decembers i visit my grandparents place which is a town with nature around itself including endangered sparrows.The sparrows which are now never found in almost whole of the punjab(some places i haven't visited but i am pretty sure they are extinct there)are heathy and in numbers here.I spend a lot of time here and feel the chirping of the birds,rustling of the leaves,the fresh air in the coldest december and above all my mind is in a state of silence.All these things are replaced by bricks,stones and imprinting walls.We Indians are always fascinated by the foreign world,more precisely we want to be like them in every way and we want our country to be developed,which is a good thing to think about but have you ever thought what price you have to pay and what are the losses you will regret upon to be a developed nation.

We have paid the price of nature,cutting all trees,endangering many animals,quite a heck of price to pay for bring developed.Have you have ever thought what those innocent,selfless trees which provided food for both humans and animals and shelter for animals and once upon a time for homo sapiens must have told to the terrorists who killed them for the sake of their idiotic ideas of development.Have you ever thought what those innocent plants whose roots were being replaced by the cement and bricks for the development of the homes of the terrorists.They must have told to the terrorists "Please don't kill us".

We people blame God for the mis happenings in the world including me.We are no one to blame him for what he does.Just think about what i said and ask your inner self what do you call yourself to the nature when you destroyed it for the sake of your profit?God created them and it is his right to destroy them but who are you to kill the most innocent and selfless creatures on this planet?Ask yourself and find the answer.If you would have listened to them when they said "Please don't kill us" the world would have been the best place to live in.If a newborn does not speak it doesn't mean that he doesn't feel pain.

And on this path of development we have encountered a heavy loss,that is the  peace of find which rests my case.

  

WHAT IF

Life is not easy to live.It is full of harsh realities,harsh people and a very harsh path to follow.In this life we never achieve what we desire because at the point we are sure we will succeed we come across some harsh reality of life.

Now there is an imaginary world,the world of fantasy where we think what we can at any point of time.SOmetimes when i am alone i think of ^WHat If^ my life would be according to what i think.I smile thinking What If,which gives me a temporary happiness in this harsh life where we live more but are not lively enough to live more.

I always wonder What IF am a rockstar and performing on a stage in Los VEgas (you can also perform on the water in your imaginary world,no bounds,no limitations) full house and performing on my most popular songs,the people getting wild,calling my name,the girls getting wild 😃😃 .All these thoughts makes me feel about happiness,maybe for a shorter period of time.But still at this moment i forget all my sorrows,tensions about my future and just live this moment.IF some people call this day dreaming ,none of my concerns because this moment of What If is my moment of happiness.

Sometimes when i see someone giving a dance performance in my college i always wonder what if  i am a famous dancer and performing in front of the college and think about the shouts of the girls,the support of my college mates and the love of my friends,that shout on my awestruck move ,ha that feeling gives me intense happiness.You cant do things in which you have zero talent,we can only imagine and dance is that one thing i imagine i can do.

We all have a secret crush on some special girl ,including me,maybe in school or in college.I also have a deep crush on someone and i always wonder WHat If she is mine.I am still blushing thinking about she being on my side,holding my hands,the way she cares,the way she laughs,and the way she smiles.I just love the way she looks into my eyes.I just love her voice,the way she calls my name gives me goosebumps in my heart,that feeling of my heartbeat,her heartbeat,faster and faster when i hold her hands.I will be the most lively man if shes mine.My identity would lie in her if shes mine.Whenever i think about her all my senses just light up and i am on the most peaceful state of my mind.

If you want to survive you have to ne happy and happiness doesnt come from the sky,you have to find happiness in the smallest things you encounter everyday.You can find happiness in anything,its just that you have to find it and i find my happiness in thinking WHAT IF .